A little update

I haven't told you about my friend Myra in a while.  If you read her blogs from her church web sight you know what has been going on.  Her daughter Hannah was to be married this summer but has decided to get married in 2 weeks at her aunt and uncles lake house.  Myra is feeling pretty good so Hannah wanted to take advantage of it.  So you see, all the things the Dr's told the family have not come true.  At the first of January they told Gray that if the children wanted to tell their mother anything and vise versa that they needed to come the the hospital that she probably would not make it but about another week.  It is now getting ready to be March.  Sometimes I wonder if it is good to try and prepare yourself for things to happen.  You get your mind  and sometimes your hearts prepared for what is to come and then it doesn't happen.  You have set yourself up and then what do you do.  You have to regroup your thoughts and in the back of your mind you tell yourself do I have to do this again soon.  You are a continuous roller coaster ride that can be very wearisome.  Your happy that things are better, your are concerned what will happen next, do you prepare for the worst to come, not knowing when that will be.  Then you say to yourself, Only God Knows...... and you live your life for that day.
You try and make the best of everyday, and try to not be anxious about anything (easier said than done sometimes) and take the good with the bad for that one day.